Pranab
Kumar Bhattacharya (Dada) passed away in the afternoon today, 8 January 2010,
at 2.40

With the
Mother 5 July 1951

With the
Mother 4 January 1960
I Remember... by Pranab Kumar Bhattacharya (1993)
Just before coming to the Ashram for good, I had seen a
film called Lost Horizon. In this
film they showed such an ideal place called Shangri-la. I decided that Sri
Aurobindo's Ashram was my Shangri-la.
In 1942, on the first day of my arrival in the Ashram,
I went to the Dining Room for dinner. There I found out that the wife of a
sadhak named Madangopal had died and the sweetmeat was being served as part of
her funeral rites. Something struck me as odd. So death did exist, after all,
in the Ashram, I wondered. Later I found out that Madangopal's wife was not an
inmate of the Ashram but lived outside. My mind was reassured. Madangopal's
wife died because she had not lived in the Ashram. Had she lived in the Ashram
she would not have died.
A few months after coming definitively to the Ashram I
got a real shock. A very sincere devotee of Mother and one who was extremely
close to her, Chandulal, died. He had been a civil engineer outside and had
lived in the Ashram for a long time. He was in charge of house maintenance,
construction, repairs, etc., in short the Building Service. He was the head of
this section. He had been admitted to the
At that time the Ashram did not own a van to take the
corpse to the cremation-ground. We carried him there on a cot for the funeral.
His death shook my belief greatly. But I controlled myself and went on
single-mindedly on the path indicated by Mother and Sri Aurobindo.
Sometime after this incident—Mother had drawn me very
close to her by then—I asked her if she and Sri Aurobindo had realised the
supramental consciousness.
Mother answered: "No, not yet." The
supramental consciousness came down into them from time to time but it was not
yet established. "But we have caught the tail of it."
I was very disheartened. But I consoled myself thinking
that even if they have not established the supramental consciousness in them
they are at least marching ahead on this path and soon we will see its result.
I thought this especially after hearing Mother say to
me one day: "Pranab, this time there will be no tragedy. We will certainly
complete our work. Pavitra, Nolini and all these old sadhaks are waiting to
witness the supramental realisation. I can't dishearten them."
Then on 5th December 1950, for some reason, Sri
Aurobindo left his body. I was quite upset, but by then I had made my
determination firm. Now that I was on this path, come what may, I would keep
trying till my very last breath. I also thought that Mother would complete Sri
Aurobindo's unfinished work. She would bring about the physical transformation
in her own body. I lived on with that hope.
Then on 17th November 1973 Mother left her body. But by
then by Mother's Grace, a poise and peace had taken root in me. And that is why
even though I was saddened by her passing, I did not let it overwhelm me. And I
have continued to walk on Mother and Sri Aurobindo's path. Let me see what they
have kept in store for me: "Mantra-sadhan or the body's dissolution."