Pranab Kumar Bhattacharya (Dada) passed away in the afternoon today, 8 January 2010, at 2.40

 

With the Mother 5 July 1951

 

With the Mother 4 January 1960


I Remember... by Pranab Kumar Bhattacharya (1993)

 

Just before coming to the Ashram for good, I had seen a film called Lost Horizon. In this film they showed such an ideal place called Shangri-la. I decided that Sri Aurobindo's Ashram was my Shangri-la.

 

In 1942, on the first day of my arrival in the Ashram, I went to the Dining Room for dinner. There I found out that the wife of a sadhak named Madangopal had died and the sweetmeat was being served as part of her funeral rites. Something struck me as odd. So death did exist, after all, in the Ashram, I wondered. Later I found out that Madangopal's wife was not an inmate of the Ashram but lived outside. My mind was reassured. Madangopal's wife died because she had not lived in the Ashram. Had she lived in the Ashram she would not have died.

 

A few months after coming definitively to the Ashram I got a real shock. A very sincere devotee of Mother and one who was extremely close to her, Chandulal, died. He had been a civil engineer outside and had lived in the Ashram for a long time. He was in charge of house maintenance, construction, repairs, etc., in short the Building Service. He was the head of this section. He had been admitted to the Town Hospital for a hernia operation and immediately after the operation he died.

 

At that time the Ashram did not own a van to take the corpse to the cremation-ground. We carried him there on a cot for the funeral. His death shook my belief greatly. But I controlled myself and went on single-mindedly on the path indicated by Mother and Sri Aurobindo.

 

Sometime after this incident—Mother had drawn me very close to her by then—I asked her if she and Sri Aurobindo had realised the supramental consciousness.


Mother answered: "No, not yet." The supramental consciousness came down into them from time to time but it was not yet established. "But we have caught the tail of it."

 

I was very disheartened. But I consoled myself thinking that even if they have not established the supramental consciousness in them they are at least marching ahead on this path and soon we will see its result.

 

I thought this especially after hearing Mother say to me one day: "Pranab, this time there will be no tragedy. We will certainly complete our work. Pavitra, Nolini and all these old sadhaks are waiting to witness the supramental realisation. I can't dishearten them."

 

Then on 5th December 1950, for some reason, Sri Aurobindo left his body. I was quite upset, but by then I had made my determination firm. Now that I was on this path, come what may, I would keep trying till my very last breath. I also thought that Mother would complete Sri Aurobindo's unfinished work. She would bring about the physical transformation in her own body. I lived on with that hope.

 

Then on 17th November 1973 Mother left her body. But by then by Mother's Grace, a poise and peace had taken root in me. And that is why even though I was saddened by her passing, I did not let it overwhelm me. And I have continued to walk on Mother and Sri Aurobindo's path. Let me see what they have kept in store for me: "Mantra-sadhan or the body's dissolution."